competitions , so i have stacks of unfinished homework . lessons not attended so im stil behind syllabus .
class tee , date line in 5 days . i don't even have a proper solid idea of what im going to design .
so drained .
&you ,
you mean whole much to me. you're so different from others . its not a bad thing . i love you for who you are . im not even sure i should be posting all these all everyone to see . should i lock my blog . ): thats so sad . my blog is to also vent out everything i have to say .
anyway my real wish . is whenever im with you . gimme th right words . actions . to say . Lord . show me how to love you . in a way you'll recognize it . cos words through texts are ... idk how you receive them . but you sending one small word of love is REALLY REALLY ALOT TO ME that it can turn my mood 180 degrees . ask my deskmate in class i went crazy when you told me your dream .
every word you say goes straight through th heart~~
okay . i wanna change th topic .
i wanna talk about my track nats(:
I GOT TWO POINTS FOR MY TRACK B DIV YAY HAHAHAHA .
im quite proud of it cos im like an underdog + sec 3 + i nvr trained for th event i took + i was injured during in-season .
BUT BY GOD'S GRACE , ALL GLORY TO GOD HE ANSWERED MY PRAYERS AND GAVE ME 12.13m I WAS NEVER EVER CAPABLE OF A TRIPLE JUMP . BUT I DID IT . HALLELUJAH .
yepp , today was th last day of track finals . C Div got 2nd (grats!) and we got 7th . awww . but next year we're aiming high hahaha . i have a desire for a medal next year . im not sure for what event . BUT . i have to train 2x hard if i really want it . plus O levels next year . idk ...
but anyway thanks for reading i really feel blogging helps to calm my emotions better .
wanna thank th people who cheered me up esp NAOMI CHIA ! (: thanks so much~
God bless you all , pray to God he really answers our prayer .
-blogged by jeeray.//
